Hello World

Thanks to everyone who's been keeping tabs on me, I need the help, and appreciate the thoughts. This week's been very tough both physically and emotionally, so the support came at the right time.

I'm still living in the world of the 250's... it's my own fault. I enjoyed birthday parties, family events and eating out way too much. But, to do everything I did not gain, to actually go a month and maintain my weight, that is a big accomplishment. Now, I just have to find my way back to the weight loss track again.

This week's been very hard emotionally due to family drama, neighbor drama, work drama, kid school drama....drama, drama, drama and I don't like it.

Long story short, I'm stretched too thin at work & overwhelmed, my neighbor picked a bad time to start a war with me, my kids school did a really dumb thing that now add's more stress to my day, and my grandmother is terminal, expected to pass today and all the family drama that goes with this situation has sucked the last little bit of energy I had out of me.

Yesterday, I used all the crappy stuff going on as an excuse to eat crappy food, then I felt crappy afterward, so the I decided that was a really crappy idea.

Today has gone much better. Although all the drama is still there and actually intensified today, I've had a bar, a shake and for lunch has a really good broccoli/rice mixture which was only 300 calories.

Now, that the 1st half of the day has gone well, I need to focus on the second half. If I can find the energy tonight, and the family drama subsides for a hour or so, I should get to play volleyball tonight, and that will be a great release for me!